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 now's not the time, hoon ( lea )
KIM HYE JIN
 Posted: May 28 2016, 08:44 PM
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hye jin was late, and if there was one thing that hye jin never was ... it was late, especially when it came to a certain 'time of the month'. in fact, she didn't remember the last time that it didn't fall on the precise date that it was predicted to arrive. until this month. a day passed by. two days. a week. she couldn't wait any longer to figure out what was wrong with her body. and yes, she believed something was wrong because there was no way she could possibly be pregnant. not with the extreme measures that she took to make sure that an accident didn't happen.

nonetheless, her first thought was still to go buy a pregnancy test. to prove that there was no possibility that this was the case. she held her breath as she waited for the test to show her the result. she didn't finish waiting as she brought it out to hoon and held it up to his face. "if this goddamn test appears positive, you can say goodbye to your dick. or actually, better yet, maybe your life." she huffed, staring intensely at him.

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SEO HOON
 Posted: May 28 2016, 09:26 PM
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surprisingly, hoon was unaccustomed to having his genitals threatened, and he was quite thrilled about that, actually. not to say it never happened, but since maturing allegedly, there were few people with the motivation to make such a threat. well, there was only one really, and she was making the most of her opportunity. the distinct sound of hye jin's angry footsteps were the first red flag. in the small apartment, the vibrations of girlfriend's determined steps felt similar to what he imagined an angry elephant's would be, thunderous for such a small person. but with a newspaper opened in front of him, he attempted to bury his face in the paper, a poor attempt to shield himself at whatever fury was ready to be launched his way. truly, he was clueless. sure, there were plenty of times he claimed to have no idea what he could have ever done to upset his girlfriend, but nine times out of ten, he had a pretty good guess. this time? nothing. absolutely nothing.

until the stick was shoved in his face. that was the second red flag, the flag that linked everything together. dropping the newspaper beside him on the couch, hoon reached out, taking a hold of hye jin's wrist, stilling her hand so he could take a longer look at the test (without fearing having his eyes gauged out). upon closer expectation, the determination was the same: hoon had no idea what he was looking at, except for a pregnancy test held by his angry girlfriend. "it's not," he said confidently, though under her glare, he nearly cringed. did he know for a fact? no, absolutely not. fortunately, he had never been a situation where he had to actually understand one of those things. but his confidence stemmed from his certainty that the two were careful enough in preventing any accidents. what was there to worry about? "if it is, i'll cut it off myself," he scoffed, picking up the newspaper once more.

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KIM HYE JIN
 Posted: May 28 2016, 09:56 PM
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"oh ho ho, you're so confident, huh? i have never been late in my life even once, and this time i'm a whole week late!" hye jin's voice was getting higher pitched and louder by the minute. "should we sign it in blood that you'll cut it off yourself? because you shouldn't make promises you can't keep," she huffed, trying to calm herself down. it must just be stress. or maybe menopause? did one get menopause so early? she wasn't young, but she certainly wasn't old.

she looked at the clock. only three minutes had passed. how long did these damn tests take anyway? she was so ready to throw down the stick if it weren't for the fact that she was panicking at the fact that such a stick was holding her fate. "i can't believe this. how could it possibly happen?" the test hadn't even come out positive, but she was so sure. deep down, she knew. there was no way her body would suddenly rebel and be late. there was only one explanation, and the man sitting in front of her had been the cause of that problem.


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SEO HOON
 Posted: May 28 2016, 10:35 PM
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cringing at his girlfriend's rising pitch, hoon groaned, discarding the newspaper once again. who was he trying to kid? probably not the best choice of words. with hye jin at the beginning stage of a meltdown, it was highly unlikely he could get any quality reading done. he was anxious by association, unable to concentrate on anything else but the woman who loved...and the great deal of stress he anticipated. but he remained confident...under the thread of doubt strung by hye jin's challenge. "it's only seven days," he attempted to reason, but while hoon spoke, his rebuttal wasn't particularly convincing even to himself. women's issues, in general, were not his strong point. really, he hadn't noticed any difference in her period. its presence typically alluded him, until he was stopped in his tracks by a threatening glare that told him not to bother her. actually, it was quite similar to the one being directed at him, though somehow less frightening.

staring up at the clock, hoon felt a touch of his girlfriend's anxiety crawling underneath his skin. biting at his lip, he watched the still hands, unsure of what they were waiting for, though he suspected the truth would come at the end of it. rising to his feet, hoon brought his hand to his face as he attempted to contemplate their unexpected predicament. but his mind was completely blank. "nothing happened," he responded defensively, his confusion melding with frustration. there was still time, and in time, their worries would be eased (even if his mood would effectively ruined by the unnecessary stress). "when will you know?" hoon asked, nodding toward the clock. frozen, his stance remained the same, closed and uncertain.

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KIM HYE JIN
 Posted: May 28 2016, 10:53 PM
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was he kidding her right now? only seven days? for hye jin, one day was one too many. he clearly did not understand. "don't you have a mother and a sister? shouldn't you realize that one day, much less seven days, could be a big deal?" she just wanted to slap him on the side of his head, but she was also scared that, if she did, he might just walk out and if she were really pregnant, that wouldn't be so good for her. then again, if she murdered him, it would end up in the same way, would it not?

a few more minutes had passed between the time she had looked at the clock and when he asked her how much longer. "five. give or take a minute." she stared at the stick, afraid that the lines would start to appear. was it good or bad if there was one line? two lines? she couldn't remember what the results were supposed to be. "shit. go get the box for me from the bathroom." she just wanted to crumple up into a ball.


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SEO HOON
 Posted: May 28 2016, 11:29 PM
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hye jin's condescending tone did little soothe hoon, who shot an unappreciative glare in her direction. "do you think we talk about...that?" menstruation was difficult enough for him to name, let alone discuss with anyone. and quite frankly, he had no desire to know more than he did at present. why would he have to know that, anyway? it wasn't as though he had spent his whole life waiting for the day his girlfriend interrupted his peaceful reading time to bring up her period woes. "i don't know the difference between one day or seven, okay? so don't get mad at me for not knowing. it's not like it's ever mattered before."

rocking on his feet, hoon directed his eyes down toward the ground. deep breath. the present was not the best time to let his frustration get to him. bickering was so easy for them, but with their current worries, an argument would only fan them flames. attempting to look calm (though his lips had pressed into a firm line), hoon nodded once before hurriedly walking toward the bathroom, as he had been directed. "do you see anything yet?" he called from the next room. with the box in his hand, he wandered out of the bathroom, his eyes locked on the box as he scanned the directions.

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KIM HYE JIN
 Posted: May 29 2016, 12:04 AM
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truth be told, hye jin didn't really know what brothers and sisters talked about. at least in the seo family. she knew that she told her brother everything, but in the end, it didn't really even matter. he hardly even bothered to listen to him these days. "well, i don't know!" she shouted back, not even sure why she was raising her voice at him aside from the fact that it was very possible that he had impregnated her, and she had warned him very early on about what a problem this would be.

she stared down at the stick ( how could such a cheap looking piece of plastic tell them something so important? ) but it was hard to see what was developing. she was also much to nervous to really look intently at what the lines read ( if there were even any at that time ). "i don't want to look at this goddamn thing. come back already so you can take it. i don't want to see it." the temptation to throw it into the ground once again reappeared, but she had to keep herself from following through with such a course of action.

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SEO HOON
 Posted: May 29 2016, 04:14 PM
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not looking at the result was an option, but after all the commotion, it didn't seem like the best choice. the sooner they learned the result, the sooner they could put this bit of silliness behind them. "just look at it," hoon groaned, his footsteps slowing as he re-entered the living room. simple tasks were difficult any time he was near a flustered hye jin. her nerves were contagious. taking his moment away from her, he silently read over the directions one more time (he had read them at least three times already). "okay," he said, inhaling and exhaling a calming breath. "we want to see one line," he explained, holding up his finger. just one line. "that means it's negative."

nodding to himself, hoon attempted to grasp his earlier confidence. there was no other option but that single line...except...no. he wouldn't allow himself to think of the alternative. "do you think it's ready?" he asked, glancing up at the dreaded clock. enough time had passed, hadn't it? to hoon it felt like an eternity, though only a few minutes had passed. picking up his feet, hoon approached his girlfriend, placing an arm around her as he neared. "let's look together," he suggested. "we should just get it over with."

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KIM HYE JIN
 Posted: May 29 2016, 11:14 PM
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hye jin did not like the tone in his voice. not one bit. why was he getting angry at her? she should be the only one allowed to be angry in this situation! "one line. one line," she repeated over and over again, as if doing so would change the result that showed up on the test. would it? certainly not, but it was worth a shot, right?

she nearly jumped when she felt his arm around her. breath still held, she turned it around. what faced them was not one line. it was two lines. the result that they had said they didn't want. "fuck," the curse word slipped out before she could stop it. "fuck fuck fuck fuck." she wasn't even one to curse that harshly normally, but for this situation, she most certainly was going to. she wriggled out of his grasp and moved to the kitchen, grabbing a knife. "you said," she held it out to him, her hands shaking as the knife fell to the ground.


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SEO HOON
 Posted: May 29 2016, 11:51 PM
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two lines. all of the air in hoon's lungs escaped as he stared blankly at the stick. the they were, right in front of his eyes: two unmistakable lines. hye jin's string of fucks encompassed the only thought running through his mind. fuck. he was so certain his judgment was correct, that they lived cautiously enough to avoid such a mishap. but there they were, both in the midst of their own meltdowns. allowing hye jin to escape his hold, which loosened by the second in the aftermath of the test's revelation, he grabbed hold of the stick. there was a mistake. there had to be a mistake. with the test in one hand and the box in the other, his eyes shifted back and forth, determined to discover their error.

absorbed in his own mission, hoon was oblivious to his girlfriend's apparent observance of his earlier (and perhaps shortsighted) promise. at the sound of her voice, he looked up from his task, locating her in the kitchen...with a knife. eyes doubling in size, he dropped the contents of his hands. "are you crazy?" he shouted, marching toward her. promptly retrieving the knife, he moved past her to return it to its proper place. no appendages would be cut off on his watch. "relax for a minute, before you have a panic attack," he glared. "you're acting like i ruined your life."

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KIM HYE JIN
 Posted: May 30 2016, 08:14 PM
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yes, she was crazy. hye jin was not in her right mind now that she had seen the results of the test. all she wanted to do was cut off his penis as she had "joked" about earlier. that damn thing that had caused so much pleasure, and now so much pain. she didn't even know how to respond to all of this.

"you impregnate me and don't call that ruining my life?!" she screamed at him, tears flooding down her cheeks. she crumpled down to the ground, wrapping her arms around her knees. "how are we going to afford a child? we can barely take care of ourselves, much less a baby. how ..." before she could say more, her words were cut short by the sobs that were now happening to her.


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SEO HOON
 Posted: May 30 2016, 09:09 PM
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leaning against the wall, hoon looked down at the sobbing heap on the floor, formerly recognizable as his girlfriend. now she was a mess, unlike he had ever seen her. perhaps he should have moved to console her, but sorting through his own emotions meant distance. he needed to breathe, needed space for his thoughts to wander about. the result was not something either of them wanted. they had enough conversations between themselves to know their similar stances on the future. they had a plan, a realistic plan they were determined to stick to: saving up for a wedding, a larger apartment, and becoming stable enough to build a family. at present, they had not accomplished any of these goals. but...it wasn't the end of the world. a complication, yes, but one they could overcome assuming their parents didn't kill him.

"your life isn't ruined," he began, but with the sound of her sobs drowning out his voice, it was clear his words would not be effective. though the chances of him making sense to the upset woman seemed unlikely. "money might be tight for a little but we'll both get promotions soon, right? or...eventually. we can get married at the courthouse before we have a ceremony. and this place isn't that bad...i mean, it's small, but babies don't take up that much space."

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KIM HYE JIN
 Posted: May 30 2016, 09:20 PM
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if only it were so easy to just accept his words as truth. she knew people did make things work in tight quarters, but it wasn't a life that she had wanted to subject her child to. she wanted to give her children the world, and right now, she felt like she could give them nothing. she wasn't even sure if she could give them love and affection. all she felt right now was anger and disappointment. in herself, if anything.

"how did this happen? we were careful. we did everything we were supposed to to keep this from happening." none of it made sense. she moved to lie down on her back, her hand resting on her tummy. she didn't really feel like it was possible there was a child there. she hadn't gained any weight, though she doubted that pregnant women just instantly became larger in any sort of way. "i'm going to die." now she was just being overly dramatic.

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SEO HOON
 Posted: May 30 2016, 10:35 PM
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"we were careful," hoon agreed, murmuring to himself. if it was a case of divine intervention, the divine was an asshole. moving away from the wall, he settled himself down on the floor beside his girlfriend's outstretched body. "i didn't think you'd be so upset," he laughed, mostly in spite of himself. there had to be some humor in such a humorless situation. and he hadn't thought so, not really. though she was obviously upset at the possibility, he had expected she would have accepted it sooner than later. but clearly, that wasn't the case.

"we don't have to have it," hoon said quietly, uncertain of hye jin's thoughts on the matter. a family was something he wanted, although he imagined the circumstances would be different. and though he was currently still attempting to process this new development, he knew he would be happy eventually. as would hye jin...or so he hoped. even if it wasn't the end of his world, his girlfriend's response seemed to undermine his earlier assertion. perhaps he had ruined her life. "it isn't the right time, is it?" hoon shrugged. though he appeared nonchalant in his suggestion, he himself wasn't quite convinced. "if we're not ready, then...we should wait."

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KIM HYE JIN
 Posted: May 30 2016, 10:48 PM
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hye jin turned to face him, her anger bubbling up to the surface once again. "did you just suggest that i abort this child?" as much as she disliked the idea of having a baby at this time, she abhorred the idea of getting rid of it even more. she would never be able to live down the guilt of doing such a thing.

she sat up straight once again, crossing her arms. "i can't believe you would suggest such a thing." however, that wasn't entirely unreasonable. from his point of view, it was a solution to their problem. she scooted closer to him and laid back down again, curling up against him. "what are we going to do? maybe we should go see a doctor first. what if i've already been killing the child without meaning to?" there were so many things to think about, and none of them were things that she wanted to think about ... at all.

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